Friday, July 29, 2011
Materialism
I am materialistic. I value things. I love things. I could not be happy without my stuff. Or at least this is what I believe. Sometimes I look at people who don't have all this stuff, who don't have the option or don't want it, and I wonder if they're better off than me really. It'd probably make life easier, I might be able to find stuff when I need it if there was less to dig through. ( I was not raised this way, btw, my mother is very minimalistic) Would it be great to not be tied down by it all, to not even have a building to continuously call home from day to day, year to year, so as to be able to pick up and go whenever I wanted? Is it a better idea to not have a lot of stuff, but spend all your money on travel, on experiencing, on learning about the world in a hands-on kind of way instead of by watching tv and looking things up online. I think the problem is that in order to travel a lot and still have a home waiting for you (which I feel in my heart is a personal necessity for me) you must have a fairly substantial amount of money. Which I don't have. For my life @ present, I can have it one way or the other, but not both. I have chosen home, security, material possessions. And I'm good with that decision. Some times I wonder what it'd be like to let go of everything and run away to ...live, I guess. This thought both excites and scares the hell outta me. If ever I become filthy rich, rest assured, I'd keep my home and possessions and also run around the world experiencing everything.
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