The Changeling by Charlotte Mew
- TOLL no bell for me, dear Father, dear Mother,
- Waste no sighs;
- There are my sisters, there is my little brother
- Who plays in the place called Paradise,
- Your children all, your children for ever;
- But I, so wild,
- Your disgrace, with the queer brown face, was never,
- Never, I know, but half your child!
- In the garden at play, all day, last summer,
- Far and away I heard
- The sweet "tweet-tweet" of a strange new-comer,
- The dearest, clearest call of a bird.
- It lived down there in the deep green hollow,
- My own old home, and the fairies say
- The word of a bird is a thing to follow,
- So I was away a night and a day.
- One evening, too, by the nursery fire,
- We snuggled close and sat round so still,
- When suddenly as the wind blew higher,
- Something scratched on the window-sill.
- A pinched brown face peered in--I shivered;
- No one listened or seemed to see;
- The arms of it waved and the wings of it quivered
- Whoo--I knew it had come for me!
- Some are as bad as bad can be!
- All night long they danced in the rain,
- Round and round in a dripping chain,
- Threw their caps at the window-pane,
- Tried to make me scream and shout
- And fling the bedclothes all about:
- I meant to stay in bed that night,
- And if only you had left a light
- They would never have got me out!
- Sometimes I would speak, you see,
- Or answer when you spoke to me,
- Because in the long, still dusks of Spring
- You can hear the whole world whispering;
- The shy green grasses making love,
- The feathers grow on the dear grey dove,
- The tiny heart of the redstart beat,
- The patter of the squirrel's feet,
- The pebbles pushing in the silver streams,
- The rushes talking in their dreams,
- The swish-swish of the bat's black wings,
- The wild-wood bluebell's sweet ting-tings,
- Humming and hammering at your ear,
- Everything there is to hear
- In the heart of hidden things.
- But not in the midst of the nursery riot,
- That's why I wanted to be quiet,
- Couldn't do my sums, or sing,
- Or settle down to anything.
- And when, for that, I was sent upstairs
- I did kneel down to say my prayers;
- But the King who sits on your high Church steeple
- Has nothing to do with us fairy people!
- 'Times I pleased you, dear Father, dear Mother,
- Learned all my lessons and liked to play,
- And dearly I loved the little pale brother
- Whom some other bird must have called away.
- Why did they bring me here to make me
- Not quite bad and not quite good,
- Why, unless They're wicked, do They want, in spite, to take me
- Back to Their wet, wild wood?
- Now, every night I shall see the windows shining,
- The gold lamp's glow, and the fire's red gleam,
- While the best of us are twining twigs and the rest of us are whining
- In the hollow by the stream.
- Black and chill are Their nights on the wold
- And They live so long and They feel no pain:
- I shall grow up, but never grow old,
- I shall always, always be very cold,
- I shall never come back again!
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